I’ve never had a lot of friends and it wasn’t until my senior year when I really started to get them, but I don’t think that we are all on the same page. You say we’ll skype but we haven’t. I always have to make plans it’s never someone asking to hang out with me. Does that mean that you don’t even think about me? And if I ever get invited it’s because your real friend isn’t there to hang out with you so you need a back up person to hang out. Maybe I try to hard, maybe we just never clicked on that level. I don’t know what it is.
I wrote in your yearbook that we would probably never hang out, and we didn’t. I said I wasn’t going to be the person like always making plans that I wanted to see if you would want to hang out with me. And yet you didn’t. You texted me a few times and that was it. Maybe we were friends at one point or maybe we weren’t. I don’t really know, but now I know that we are nothing anymore, it makes me feel like our friendship we had was nothing to you.
Love being ditched by my parents and being called a bitch by my boyfriend. Great
Bitch you are going to be a senior, so why are you counting down the weeks until you are in college! Who does that? Oh wait, a smart ass brown noser like you does. I hate you so much and what pisses me off the most is you think you are so cool when you really arent
that feeling
that was the stangest and weirdest feelling in the world to have. have the world spin around and there was nothing i could do. i just let things happen and it was nice. not have that angel on my shoulder telling me this is a bad idea and you shouldnt go through with it. last night i was listen to the devil. saying follow people and take chances, people having shots go ahead have one too. im starting to know my linits but i know for a fact i could have drank more and time will only tell when that all happens for me again, we’ll see maybe before prom.
What has happened to us? We are so great together. I want that back.
“i know we have had our ups and downs, but i honestly believe that we are ment to be.” “We are great together. We just get each other.” ” we are going to stay together forever.” “I Love You - your best friend, Paul” i read this every night pretty much. And i just dont know what to do anymore.
I’m guessing you didnt want it back that bad. Because you are letting me walk away.
So today in womens studies we are talking about violence and a big thing with it is control. Control over what you can and cannot wear and who you can and cannot talk too. I really dont see a problem with the people i talk too. Its not like i have done anything bad in a while. Its just small talk. So really you need to get over this thing you have. Because even if you dont think you are doing anything violent torwards me you kind of are.
car shopping
I’m going car shopping with my mom and sister. I found this really good 2004 dodge stratus for 4,000 something and to her its to old looking. I would take that car in a heart beat. I dont care if its old looking or has stratches on it. Its a car that moves and isnt that much. You need to stop being so picky
Having a baby would be so much fun and i really want to be a mom. So if Kait doesnt mind i’ll just take Noah and have him :)
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